Happy Valentines!

Hi babe!

Happy happy happy valentines day! And I know it's been awhile since I've written to you here, but it's only because we've been talking on Skype quite a lot recently. So, I didn't really have the need to write since I've been telling you everything.

Just wanted to say thank you so much for being there for me. I know we're thousands of miles apart but every time we talk, I feel like you're back in your house, just a couple of blocks away. We can go on for days and even weeks without talking, but when we do, it's as if we spoke yesterday. That's something extraordinary, if you ask me. And something I'm thankful for everyday. :)

I wish you were here in MNL so I could share my mochi with you and be all sappy and bitter at the same time. Only you can get away with cheesy ass moments that get me every single time. Anyway, I hope you have a good day. I love and miss you :)

Merry Christmas update!!!

I can't believe I survived my first Christmas without you here! & you know how much I love the Christmas season. (unlike New Year's!) I'm so glad it was everything I expected plus more. 2011 was definitely a GREAT year (all things considered).

Anyway, this is my update for the last two weeks leading up to Christmas day! Last December 14 and 16 I finally got to dance with LSDC again. We had a PR in 1 Esplanade and Resorts World. It was fun and I felt so stressed cause I learned 3 dances in like a week and a half over the span of only 4 training days 'cause it was finals week.

The one in Resorts World was the all girls routine they used in Lactacyd. I swear it, I really felt like I didn't know how to dance na. Hahaha

Last December 19 t0 20, I had my annual block christmas party in Mica's place again in Tagaytay. Yes, the same place 2 years ago where... THAT happened. & I am so sorry to inform you that I even drunk texted... THAT at 3 am ish. Deliks. Hahaha

Wild night. That's all I can say. Jack, Cuervo, Jinro, a keg of Heineken, Absolut... THANK YOU LORD I HAD NO PLUS ONES.

On the night of the 20th was LSDC's Christmas party at Ella's. The theme was God's and Goddesses of candy. Marts and I decided to go as the God and Goddess of Twix. I got back to Manila at around 4, got to Taft at around 5, and we started making our costume at 5.30. I bought Gold cloth and made the Twix logo out of glitters. Guess whaaaaat, we won best costume of the night! :) Hurray!

The poster/invite for our Christmas party

Marts and I. Okay, you can't really see the awesomeness, but I swear, it was brilliant.

Oh, and on the 22nd was our random Team Bum Christmas dinner. (I know, there's too much events!) I super wanted to Skype with you that night, but for some weird reason, we didn't. And I was so drunk I don't even remember much of that night. Seriousss. Here's what I found on my photo booth the next day...

Super sabaw face! And look at Jells trying to eat the birds. HAHAHA

Check out my super happy face.

Now check out my super wtf face. I don't even remember taking this. AT ALL.

We also have videos dancing to songs like Mambo no. 5 and Asereje. Super wtf, I know. Anyway, Drew isn't in these pictures cause he got to my house pretty late. Which makes me wonder what time I got drunk. Pretty early I'm guessing. But we finished drinking at like 4.30 or 5 am! Freakin' wine. It's the wine's fault. I should just stick to beer.

Which brings me to yesterday! Christmas Eve! You weren't online so I just posted a picture on your wall. I super miss you babe! Like really. Super random funny stuff have been happening to me and sometimes I just really wanna call you up and tell you about it and then it hits me that you're 7,000 miles away. THANK YOU LORD FOR TECHNOLOGY! But tell me your address in LA 'cause I really wanna send you something! :)

I love and miss you Alex Pajaro! Merry Christmas!

Spontaneous Friday.

Hi babe!

You know I never sleep earlier than 6 am. So yestt, I was so exhausted when I got home at around 12.30 (early, I know, but seriously) My day was hella random, but you know how much I love spontaneity. & I'm impulsive, so plans don't really work with me. :)

Anyhoo, I slept at 6 am and ended up waking up at 6.30. (craaaazy) I went to school to submit something and then had a prod meeting for street. I walked in the rain. Twice. I don't even understand why it's raining so much. It's December, for goodness sake! My thesis mates ended up going to Glorietta and they asked me to follow. Since I didn't really have any plans that day, I went. And everything else followed! Here's a short recap of my loooong day :)

I ended up shopping. I bought a cross necklace (I just can't stop! Another to add to my collection of cross necklaces) and a gold cuff from F21. (Again, pardon the ugly photos. My phone sucks.)

While waiting for Jells and Gio to finish their shoot, I met up with Drew and Sha (so random! They were in Greenbelt as well) in Pinkberry (where Andro now works)

Andro treated me to watermelon flavored yogurt + mochi + mangoes :) It was really gooooood! I'm not really a fan of watermelon, but I was definitely a fan at that moment.

When they were finished (Jells and Gio, I mean) I went with them as they made pull outs from Jun Escario, Maureen Disini, Natalya Lagdameo, & Malou Romero. (Yes, I even remembered their names, I can't believe it myself) By the end of the day, all the stuff was we pulled out was prolly worth more than Gio's car.

It was around 8 when we decided to hit Banapple in Katipunan. Believe it or not, it was my first time there. Food was actually pretty good! We all got pasta and we all finished it. (Except jells, so Gio and I finished it for her. hahaha)

I absolutely missed Gio! I haven't seen him in ages! And my God, his life now is so colorful. Seriously, go ask him. Like I'm no Paris Hilton beside him. I'm more like Mother Teresa compared to him! HAHAHA (sorry G, but you know it's true!)

And of course, like how I end all my days, Jella and I ended up grabbing a beer before heading home. It stopped raining and the weather was pretty awesome. A nice chilled beer was perfect. Also, and cause Mike picked me up! So I didn't drive home! Yaaaay :)

So that's what I did yesterday. And because of that, I slept for more than 12 hours today. To make up for my lack of sleep. That's all.

I miss you & love you Alex Pajaro!

I'm sorry!

Hi babe!

I know it's been over a month since I last wrote to you, but it's not because I don't miss you, because I do. Every single day! Yesterday I passed by 9th street and it super made me sad because the only reason why I ever use that street is because I'm on my way to your house, or going home (drunk, most of the time) from your house. And I got red streaks in bench fix (the one near your house) and the guy asked me if I've been there before then I said once and then I remembered you again cause that's where we got our hair done for valentines a couple of years ago. Haaaay.

Anyway! No more sad cheesy bullsh*t. You know I don't like that crap. (except when I'm really in the loving mood hahaha) I'm done with thesis! Hurray! *trumpet sounds* Our defense kind of tanked cause we got a shitty panel (Okay, they weren't shitty, they were just difficult. Very difficult.) And we only got an 84 average. I felt bad. Really bad in fact that I ended up drinking a bottle of wine in school. Yes, IN school. Like in a classroom. But hey, at least I can check that off my bucket list.

Since you're not here, just wanted to show you some stuff from our campaign.

So those are our print ads.

We also proposed a mobile app for both iPhone and Blackberry.

That's actually a press kit. You have to fold in half first and then by thirds.

Lamp post ads. They have reflectorized stickers so they kinda glow at night.

Can't post the others na 'cause they're either videos or scale models. But that's super kulang pa. I mean, what I showed you. There's a TVC, movie earphones, speed radar, virtual tour website, drive to site banner ad, in-store wood panels, in-store glass windows, an event, advertorials.. and the list goes on and on and on. I can't believe I'm done with thesis.

So, what are you up to? You said on FB you needed my help? How may be of assistance to you? Just let me know! I'm pretty much a bum right now. :)

I miss you Alex Pajaro!

Stressssss

Hi Babe.

So I've been busy working on my thesis. I don't go home for 3 or 4 days at a time. I'm so tired. :( And my vices have skyrocketed to the roof. I practically drink everyday and smoke 10x more than I used to. It's crazy. I have the same lifestyle as a call center agent. :|

Check out what I have to get done by Monday. That's 9 things. TV commercial, 3 different layouts for print times 2 (magazine & newspapers), mobile app pegs times 2 (iPhone & Blackberry), Website with a virtual tour (which, btw, I have no idea how to make yet!) and more. I just want to cry. No weekend for me, that's for sure. And to think that it's my birthday week :( huhuhu

Anyway, you haven't been writing, but I'm guessing it's because you're busy with midterms. I hope you're having a better week than me, but taking it from your recent status, prolly not. :( Anyhoo, I have to get back to work. I have to finish so we can go to Banchetto tonight for the lantern festival. Gonna make a wish for 11.11.11! I'll try to post pictures next time.

Edit: They cancelled the wish lanterns :( So I have no plans tonight. huhu

I love you & miss you Alex Pajaro!

Updaaate

Hi babe,

So, I don't really know what's happening to me. Like I don't know why, but I feel like I'm slipping right back to my old self. Like my dark days, you could say. Last night I was seriously buzzed. To the point that it's 6 pm right now and I still have a major headache. Aaaaahhhh my brain is throbbing.

I've been drinking a lot again and it scares me. That's my only update. Oh, and I seriously need to get laid.

I miss you Alex Pajaro!





P.S. WRITE TO ME I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH YOU.

Happy Halloween!

Hey babe!

How are you? So sorry haven't been posting! I've been on vacay. I mean, I got the weekend off from thesis 'cause my group mates all had family shizz. So, safe to say, I went all out and didn't stay home the entire weekend + monday.

Friday, I went to casa nami to have a chill night, but ended up in fiamma. I went home pretty early though. I mean, like 1 ish. Saturday, I crashed this debut in 7th high with Jells and omg what is open bar. Like I don't think I ever NOT had a drink in my hand. It was hella craaazy. And then we got this brilliant idea to head over to Elements in greenbelt. I was 'kinda' buzzed already and I don't even know how we made it. HAHAHA

Oh yeah, plus guess who I saw. Yeah, I don't want to get into that. But I know you know. He was being weirder than usual. I mean, you know how he is naman around me, but last Saturday was weirder. & I'm not really comfortable telling you all this through this blog, but i'll tell you everything if we ever talk. Or if I even still care by that time. :)

(Edit: If you ever want to know or read about a gist of what happened Saturday, you can read it at People Complain That I Complain Too Much)

So, yesterday was halloween. I didn't really go trick or treating 'cause my parents just got back from Europe. We picked them up in the airport then had dinner. I was planning on staying in, but decided to have another chill night with sina Drew. The theme of the night for our costumes was Disney so I rummaged through my closet and found something that sort-of resembled Belle. Hahaha! (see picture below) Oh well. :)

All that's missing are books! It was at such short notice, but hey, I tried. :)

I miss you Alex Pajaro!